Jon Cotner and Andy Fitch
An Excerpt from Ten Walks/Two Talks
Ten Walks/Two Talks (Ugly Duckling Presse, 2010) combines a series of sixty-minute,
sixty-sentence walks around New York City with a pair of roving dialogues. Here we
present excerpts from the first two sections: “Early Spring” and “Early Winter.”
—Jon Cotner and Andy Fitch
Early Spring
Friday Morning
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I spun out from Kristin’s at 8:14 against the enlivening gravelly air. Business people passed by harried and alone. Cement trucks corkscrewed past. Across Greenwich a woman exiting a cab clenched her butt. She was into herself and wore all white. Around Harrison dusty workers smoked beneath a giant blue Putzmeister crane. Why do fenced-off construction sites make me feel small, lonely and connected to the world? Skyscrapers along the New Jersey coast all looked the same color as my personal checks. One storefront rivaled Milton’s description of Chaos. Placards put Jesus in blindfold next to a blind, grinning Mao. Only after a cart filled with recyclables had passed did I realize how oblivious I’d been of its presence. Pomeranians slowed to stare at poodles across the street. Crowds converged on Citicorp’s building as if by gravitational pull. A boy squatting with a laptop smiled (which completely hid his lips). Crossing Canal, listening to a couple murmur inside one car, it felt like I was still sleeping. Ahead of me an architect explained that what people call her quirky designs are just attempts to avoid all this lifelessness. Somebody blind scanned the intersection with his cane. Fingers peeked from a homeless person’s quilt. Behind this someone else lay covered. The fresh morning smell had changed to damp boots. I gazed into the dusty stillness of a sedan’s rear dashboard and then there was a bible there. I passed a UPS warehouse in which you could just make out the workers’ breaths. West African security guards joked with shippers, who stayed slightly more serious. Nothing rode on the conveyor belts. All of this repeated itself for blocks: 136 parking spaces. Afterwards Fed Ex began which somehow seemed less interesting. From Perry a jogger passed in shorts and I remembered I’d soon see a lot of flesh in public. Kids grouped around a crossing guard might have all been models. Preoccupied women strode past in leather pants. Two bags of piss leaned against a tree. Two rotund men in shades wore their blue and white headdress like Yasser Arafat’s. Everybody else paused walking a dog. A basset pup wouldn’t sniff a magnolia, no matter how aggressive its owner’s commands. Crossing Jane I looked just as a mother yawned; I felt a part of this. A dad and son drank blue Elixir concoctions through straws. Amid bobbing tulips I saw that Congress opened Alaska for 24 billion barrels of oil. At Taylor’s Bakery blonde women sipped chai as their daughters sampled rice-krispie squares. Shimmering lawns surrounded St. Luke in the Fields, restored my faith in the variety of birds. I got lost remembering songs by The Smiths. A sophisticated southern woman held up a coffee-stand line asking why she’d only been charged a dollar fifty. A prep cook shielded his gold-toothed smile. Construction guys turned to watch a redhead pass. The shortest carried bags of gears on his shoulder. As I crossed he said Except she’d only be wearing ski boots. In an alcove on Jay a cop and his daughter shared a chocolate doughnut with pink jimmies. A knife knocked chicken cubes along a deli counter. I stepped through scattered proof pages chopped in thirds. My biggest criticism of nurses, one read, is that they often treat the patient to fit the pattern. Your nurse thinks, “I’ve got four patients to bathe before coffee break.” The feeling she communicates is, “You’re going to brush your teeth whether you like it or not.” I flipped the scrap over. “After I returned home from the hospital that winter [1978], I would crawl up stairs on my hands and knees; I was too unsteady to walk.” Without conscious effort I turned west on Duane, avoided the TV mounted at Chambers. Brothers did push-ups along the pavement with someone about sixty smiling above them. An onion stood against a scooter wheel beside the entrance steps to Salaam Bombay. The garbage bins overflowed with nan. An old man on a treadmill wore headphones, cotton slacks, wingtips. I wondered how it felt to wear one woman’s heels. Across from Baluchi’s somebody told her boyfriend All this shit happened before your ass. Everything reflected off nearby windows, where waiters dished out chutneys. Early Winter J: It’s certainly not jujitsu. A: Just as… J: I could imagine he gets invaluable practice. The lampposts allow him to hone some A: This afternoon I tried (while on the phone with Kristin) spinning like a ballerina: J: Right. A: lifting…or holding a foot perpendicular and twirling? I forgot centripetal force… J: Did you stretch new muscles? A: I felt like the vessel of a greater motion. J: Lots of fences splitting the park and… A: I’ll hate… J: roped-off yards. A: I hate to make you see this, yes; The Mall of American Elms, one one of my favorite J: Yeah who knows how those trees endured the plague which… A: Yes. Yes. J: brought down their brethren. A: Do cities provide impenetrable islands? Did blights have no path to get here? Or could J: Ooh. Putting stress in the right place, yeah? A: A place I can’t describe. A place I could mimic but not define for anyone. The print J: That’s why I go back to Asian poetry and painting, to to track the beauty of each A: Right. J: I mean think about it: if trees hung full we’d be walking under canopies, a canopy of A: I’d see it in Wisconsin some nights of fresh snowfall. You’d find reflective qualities J: I do sense a… A: haze? A haze of lamplight diffused… J: Exactly. A: diffused somehow? Then reformed as mauve canopy? J: Think… A: Hard to explain. J: that since all fumes… A: Jon can we try the acoustics in the—what do we call this? J: An amphitheater. A: Yes the amphitheater. But now go ahead… J: Yeah, I feel we’ve stepped back to 5th century B.C. This amphitheater looks archaic. A: I’ve never taken those stairs behind it. J: Nor have I stood on the stage. Circumstances haven’t seemed appropriate. Often A: Oh, we can just climb up. J: Oh is that right? A: I thought we could slip through but…and what is this? J: This looks… A: A little vineyard? J: An an arbor. Wow. A: Do you mind? J: No not at all. How wonderful. I’d think damp fumes—just look at this grape vine. A: The trunk itself could be a gargoyle. J: It does resemble stone, doesn’t it? It seems that sturdy and dense. Perhaps these vines A: They may. J: I’ve seen some some roller-bladers, risk their lives jumping from stage… A: Oh right: we’d wanted to cross that stage. J: down to pavement. Not, I don’t think we can. The doorway… A: We just climb up. J: I saw a locked door. What did you see? [Pause] A: Sorry to pull hard. But look at the Time Warner Center (where we began) through… J: If you stare above this dome the sky looks white. A: Now that is definitely urban sheen. J: Blocking out blackness from the heavens? A: Though the heavens don’t look black, right? J: Well they twinkle with… A: Yeah, yeah. Illuminating. J: Do do you remember when we walked Santa Fe’s hills bathed in moonlight? A: I felt naked yet had three layers on. J: It got so cold, do you remember? And the next afternoon we hiked a mountain behind A: The sheet of ice… J: often slipped because of ice, then called it a day. A: We are going to climb up now. [Silence] Now—acoustics stay impressive here, but J: Expertly designed. Our voices do acquire uncharacteristic fullness… A: Right since… J: as though we’ve trained in opera. A: Maybe we should keep walking. |
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