Del Ray Cross
Poems
cows just stare
& sometimes lumber away
otters, on the other hand
have a lot of fun-Bernadette Mayer
cows
find the palm
with the right nutdisplace
or interrupt itwe didn’t grow those
in ArkansasI had a friend once
who knew how to tipwe drank Maddog
in the moonlighttripped with a flashlight
up a dark mount
just
not only
the right wordbut the proper balance
one word plusslam the brakes
my teeth hurtyou put too much
sauce in the punch
stare
when I was younger
I had no senseof how long
was too longin college I got a rise
in the shower—guysoften duplicated
my effortsnow I’m an ass
for staring at one
&
once I wrote
and wrotelittle shards
of grasspoked themselves
out of dirtgrew into glimmering
fields of weeds
sometimes
steam lingers
above the bathroom mirrorI notice the ceiling
a crack I never knew existedI can see only parts of myself
in the mirrorI watch some hairs fade to white
a very cinematic momentlike when the child’s blue balloon
floats over the parkit floats over Macy’s toward the Metreon
where I saw Darth Vader last night
lumber
this cornerstone was
donated to the town
by Alonzo Cross
before I was bornhe was my
great-grandfather
and he ran
this lumberyard
away
some twelve years ago
I went to Montrealit seemed everyone there
spoke FrenchI went with a Francophone
with whom I was enamoredand from whom I learned
the luxurious mystery of translation
otters
of which
I don’t
know muchexcept for you
and your pretty eyes
in the hot tub
on
time sort of
shuffles its deckI walk between
bookstoreseat ice cream
drink coffeewalk more
read poemswrite one
that makesmore or
less sense
the
I fall asleep
on the leather couchlistening to my
favorite songin my dream
I look upat the sky
through the jasmine
other
it’s interesting how
one word is
what it meansuntil you
change
one letterthen it becomes
something so
differentthis could be
metaphor
take people for exampleI don’t really mean
I am so very different
from youwe all have
our names
to differentiate us
hand
I remember
we eachmeasured our
handsone against
the otherpalm to palm
all of usbut I don’t
remember why
have
I’m beaming
today is gorgeousI just ran a mile
and then I went for a long walkbought a couple new books
had a spicy chicken saladlistened to some music
rescheduled a few meetingshopped on a bus and realized
how beautiful today is
a
singularity
depth perceptionmy calendar is
in my backpackit is 6:45 p.m.
I write one poem per pagewhich means
I have more free time
lot
some people have
cheeks that
bounce when they walkthis can be cute
I wonder if my cheeks
bounce when I walksome people have
checks that
of
word
associationin my heart
I have a giftwarmer than
blackberry cobblerfresh from
yesterday’s ovenI am so
full of heart
fun
this weekend
I had
a lot of funpresently
I am also
enjoying myselfthis weekend
I will have
so much fun