Anna
RossAfter Our Agreement by the Gas Station
Having worn you
across my cheek for so long,
this new name is not
strangeor stiff, but expectant, like
the muskrat lodge by the Charles
this
afternoon, the boats trussedand white across a river
of floating gulls. Nights
lift over
untwisted and deepnow, each morning
my slippers are a surprise,
the kitchen
tablehard and tree-frog
creaky with studded legs. You
are up and gone
already,leaving an altar of coffee mug
and bagel crumbs and enough
juice
for one more glass. TodayI have parceled myself
in small scraps, one for each
of our
coming years. Standing hereagainst the floorboards, holding
the air that is you, whole and
perfect,
I am only my hands.